Tuesday, 24 April 2012
I am an extreme person and am not good at middle ground. Even Paul admits this to me. I guess it is making my life difficult at the moment because I don't have layers of getting to know me. I am either super closed or I spill my guts. Its making friends hard, I don't know how I am supposed to start. Its a problem in other parts of my life too. It used to be a problem drinking, I either got hammered or stayed sober. It took a long time to learn how to drink correctly. I didn't drink for 6 months and then slowly started again. Can I use this technique to make friends? I doubt it.