Saturday, 14 July 2012
I am at a party in the corner playing with my phone as I know only a few people. I am also pretty down atm, I have spent the last two days in bed, unable to face the world. I have come down from yhe excitment if moving and am feeling iaolated abd alone. Paul already has a life here and he hasnt given me a lot of support. He is busy with all his crsp and is never home.....but I am. I unpacked the whole house, do the washing and clean the huge house he insisted we needed. I just wish he could stop for a moment and realise I need him to,give something up. I refuse to live like this.